thanksgiving and life

Well hmm At this point in my life I can say that things are looking up for the better. I’m working certain things out and its looking good. I gotta understand that people make mistakes and theres not one person out there thats gonna be perfect for any one person. You have to get through obstacles and work through issues. I’m still young, but I’m in love and I think working out my issues is what will work in the end. Honestly I say if he’s extremely perfect and hasn’t done anything wrong and yall dont argue…it’s too good to be true and he’s probably hiding something. I’m just saying I have a plan for my life and I know where I want to go and with who and he knows what he wants and that’s me and thats all that matters because ain’t no body else in our relationship except us 🙂 with that said happy Thanksgiving every one and happy holidays!

~Angel~

hiding true feeelings

I’m done doing what people expect of me. Its time to live my life the way I want to. Do what I feel is right. Just recently I feel like I’m holding back what I really want to do because I know I will get judged for my decisions. Well I can’t live like that any more. I’m not beating around the bush or letting anyone make me feel like I’m doing something wrong. I;m never talking about my problems to people again. I can’t take the judging and the shoulda coulda woulda because It just doesn’t help my cause. I’m done being worried about what anyone thinks of me or what I do.

~angel~

Our Look-a-like picture #2

mixed feelings

Do you guys think it’s wrong to like someone you’re not necessarily suppose to like? Is it bad to try and get that person to like you as well? I try not to think about it much, but maybe this is what got me into the predicament I’m in now. Always falling so quick for someone without fully knowing them well for a long period of time. It just sucks that the “good” ones are always occupied and I get stuck with the devils in sheep’s clothing. It never fails. I always stop and wonder if I’m doing something wrong? Or maybe I wasn’t meant to have a relationship then. I don’t even want to try anymore because it always gets worse each time. Should I give up on love? Should I give up on relationships period? I hate being single. Even when I’m single I always have a person i’m interested in. This guy though… I don’t know I feel like I just always have a good time with him and he’s such a gentlemen. He acts very mature and just seems so…right. I don’t know. Or it could be me trying to fill a void for myself. I just hate being single and it’s so hard and complicated. I’m too young for this.

~Angel~

Did my nails last night! Nothing special but its my therapy

Harley Quinn and the Joker! Happy HallOUween!!!!

Here we are in our costumes!!! Ohio University is doing it big! After all…”Why so serious?” Lol.

My Thank you to you

Here’s my thank you for showing me what I don’t need

Thank you for letting me understand that without you, yes! I can still breath!

Thank you for the hurt and the pain and the lies

Thank you, because now I know I gave too many tries

Thank you for not caring and not expressing one word

even though all of your unsaid emotions did not go left unheard

Thank you for telling me that you wouldn’t think twice if we weren’t together

I guess I know now that we weren’t meant for forever.

 

~Angel~

My class drawing when I officially became bored in class!

It’s show time

It’s almost time for the dance team to perform. I find it kind of funny that they can not find not one exec. board member to be in charge of the booth. I have to do it and someone else. hhmm I wonder who that someone else will be. I wonder. This president needs to get taken down. I’ve already made my choice to leave if nothing is going to be changed and I stand firmly with that decision, All I want is to make sure we look good up there. I love dancing and I love to perform and have a crowd cheering for me and my fellow team mates. Its such a good feeling and I ready. Lets do this!!

~angel~

It’s Just One Of Those Days