No more hope

There are certain situations that can be resolved and there are others that can’t…I’m in that “no resolution” stage. Let me put it this way….Imagine spending years devoting your time,energy,blood,sweat,and tears (and money) into something so important to you. You did this because u were promised a reward in the end…the reward lasts for a lifetime and you are happy because you get to be a part of something so much bigger than you…and it never happens. People tried to bring you down and because of the power they have over the things you cannot control,you are stuck. The promise made to you in the beginning has been broken,no one contacts you about the reward you’ve worked so hard for and you’re left alone to watch so many people with that same reward and pleasure walk among you knowing that you should walk along beside them. So many people wished and hoped you would get this sacred part of you enhanced by this reward and there it goes,slipping beneath your feet. You did what was asked of you,you did what everyone else did AND MORE to get what you wanted and when you finished,those in control of handing you your reward disappear and you are left to watch everyone around you appreciate what you work OH SO HARD for. Months and months go by and you realized how much time and energy has gone to waste simply because promises couldnt be kept and people tried to bring you down.

Imagine that and tell me…

How would you feel??
Would you still have hope??

~Teaira~